Once again, i cant control my own emotions and feelings anymore.
All i can do now is to let it out in my blog.



All this time, the months we've been together.
The memories, the arguments, the fights and everything.
I tried so hard giving u the best i can.
I tried to make our love stay alive.
I tried to accept & forget every single shit u have done.
I tried, i cried yet nothing i can do to make u cherish me.

I never regret in loving u, being with u & not even letting u go.
All i want is jus alittle bit of ur time, ur care, ur concern, ur love...
If only u know how i feel now..

Everyday i wish to see u, spend time wif u.
But u choose to be wif ur frens or play games & neglect me.
I've to listen to u always.
I've to do wadeva u ask me to do even if i dislike it.
You call me nick names or whatever i control although i really hate it.
When i tell u something, u will think is not important & try to change topic.
Do u ever know how i feel anot?!?!

When i asked you a something,you will seem very agony and keep asking me to go away .Even if you answer me is also not serious,
Yes of cus i've to be understanding. But seriously, frm the way u reply me i know u are jus entertaining.
Suddenly i feel tat shld we "go on" or jus "break up"???
I'm really tired...


你沒想像中那么爱我

你小心翼翼牽我手 其實是擔憂藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我好傻 你字字句句說
你不爱她 那又是什麼
讓你害怕 我疑惑但是原諒
因為你留下 我好傻

不是我不說就不在意空等候
原來你沒想像中那麼爱我
我不懂該拿什麼安慰我的難受
你的存在讓我更寂寞

你寸步不離像天使的她
揮霍我的爱 從不放心上
我有一絲無奈 也有一些明白
該放開.......


不是我不說就不在意空等候
原來.....你沒想像中那么爱我
我不能再從你的懷抱感覺到什麼
不爱我,別再說,假裝爱,那是撒鹽在傷口啊~~
誰說我不在意空等候
原來....你從來都沒深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其實是心沒了感受嗚~~
你沒想像中爱我

Speechless..

Is this how you going to treat me? all the happy time we spent together just one word no money can just fuck off... why ..you tell me why?no mood ..

空が溜め息こぼすように
ベットの隅で震える電話
忘れようとした番号が呼ぶ
胸が潰れそう
別れてからずっと焦がれてた声　聞こえてくる

あぁ　好きだったんだ
やっと気づいたよ
変わらない声色（ねいろ）で「元気だった？」と言ってくれたね
嬉しかったよ

ひとつポケット　ふたりの手
温かいのは永遠じゃないんだね
冷たい空の下　ひとりきり
君の手　探してる
かじかんだ指と同じように心まで震えて

あぁ　ごめんね
ずっと気づけなかったんだ
隣にいてくれることに甘えて見失ってた
君に会いたい

言葉だけじゃ足りない　安心が欲しかった
泣いてみたり　叫んでみたり
何度も迷子になって

あぁ　好きだったんだ
やっと気づいたよ
君の住む街に雪降る前に
今度は私が会いにいくね

tired..

It’s bad enough to have not cherished what you had previously. It’s even worst not learning your mistakes after losing them. 你还可以失去多少？

If i were a Boy

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Random post

Time check 10:45pm damn boring today been rocking at home the whole day .Don't know where to go,Boyfriend busy with his stuff =( so leave me alone .study abit of my INDEC module and now i want to hit the shack ! to my dreamland good night guys ,take care^^ shall update soon.

Haiz..very tired today woke up so early for my MP project and rush to school because i delay a while at home so went to school and realise teacher havent reach yet and we waited for 30 minutes.Later on some of my classmate, they don't want to wait and went off.
Me and jia xing went back to the lab and see whether teacher will come anot.and awhile later he came and i am happy that my Mp project can work =)yup so we don't need to attend that lesson anymore yippe^^

my favourite perfume "sweet heart" ,the spraying part is broke because jia xing push me away because i wanted to spary it on him to smell nicer haha..then it fell off my hand but the glass is not broken instead the spraying part broke and it could not be mend .So we went to diaso to find those refill bottle and he help me to change it .
he chosen this bottle for me 75ml how sweet of him Knowing i like pink color hehe..







My new hello kitty mirror =)


Okay shall go and do my powepoint slide
take care my friends and reader ^^
drink more water as the weather is getting hot.

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GIRL'S GENERATION

Been listening to their song ,korean pop girl group is getting more and more compare to guys .I like their song "TELL ME YOUR WISH" go and listen i bet you will like it.Maybe not to all.But is consider nice^^

Emotional =(

Recently was not feeling happy ,many things happend all in once and you imagine suddenly all things just clash onto u just once.Can break down man...Why doesn't he understand me or care for me ,i know i am not a good girl friend ,i'am alreadly trying to be a good girlfriend towards him but he just doesnt want to treasure me or what so ever.. "feeling is fading off" just one sentence like this and leave me alone.I know it hurts but i still got to move on ,the pain is killing me.Even if i cry till my tears dry up he also won't bother about me.Why must i suffer the pain alone =(
is really useless of me to only know how to cry and cry grow up Lisa ,you're no longer a small child.The pain which no long exists and it came back again.My past haiz..i need to be strong no matter what.Shall type till here then really no mood to continue ...

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This was me when i was 18 years old =) ow..












My favourite tekken character which i use to be so addicted to this game

Just heard from my sister yesterday ,edwin my church friend just pass away haiz RIP edwin.
Anyway today just finish my last paper ..can finally rest
but Monday is going to be hell for me
night class again.Gambate !
and i treasure my true
friend only plus
my family ^^
gd Nite!

Silent means peace

Wonder why some friends infront of you ,they behave very nice to you but on the other side ,they backstabe you by saying you bad things i pretty or not pretty is it for you to judge ,whatever things i do must you care or are you jelous.You take a look at yourself first in the mirror before you criticise people and i am not begin unkind here.Just that think before you said other people.NO ONE IS PREFECT,thanks to the kind soul who told me this or else i be in the dark.WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND ,Do you think is nice saying people behind their back, you go and reflect on yourself .Really rubbish.. some few good friends i have is enough ,i don't need such friend at all =)

Common test week

Been having test this few days ,the paper are not that easy either.
But i hope i can pass haiz if can't then work harder for exam .
I received a sms from zoe that i'am begin selected to work for the F1 flag bearer .Got to be very busy plus print ads coming up too.Gambate! haiz got to go and study for my last two paper wish me luck =) pardon for the short post as i got things to do so cant blog much. But promise to blog about the F1 thing and etc. So stay tune..

F1 casting on tue

Was introduce this job by Zoe and went for the casting for singtel grid girl nothing much to blog about this but hope to make new friends =)
Kindly do click on my ads too tks..