Wish to close my eyes !

Such a nice sunset ,if i would be able to stay near the beach and go near the water and sit down there.So nice and peaceful ,dancing along the water and sometime i wish to be alone for awhile.To think back what i had done am i doing the right thing or wrong thing.Not reading the bible this few days althought i should have do it .Give me some peace.Out of singapore the busy and polluted city.Maybe to heaven ..i am sorry jesus.i let you down.